Rooms

You know that saying “I’m only human?” Well, when ”I am” mentally vibing on a higher frequency “I” tell ”self” that’s just an excuse not to be as great as ”I” know “I” truly can be. Today “I” started to feel discouraged and frustrated and “I” told ”self” “its ok, your only human” and then “Self” said “nah, ”I am” past all that”. But the “I” wasn’t.

The “I” still struggles with past beliefs and it’s not easy walking in two worlds; especially when physical reality doesn’t reflect all the promises that my Higher “Self” has made to me. That is why it is so important to fully innerstand that what the “I” perceives as “time” doesn’t really exist. It’s the one thing that used to mentally handicap me. The “I” starts to feel like things aren’t happening in the time that it thinks it should. So the “I am” is left with feelings of anxiety and pressure that the “I” can’t really explain to anyone…it just knows that for some reason I’m in my feelings…because of time.

The “I” went for a drive to not only put things into perspective but to go to The Most High about anxieties or let’s call them uncertainties or no, how about fears. That’s probably more accurate. It’s a fear of not knowing. The “I” can see the goal clear as day but it’s the in between that the “I“ has fears about. Wondering will this even work out, why is everything taking so long, etc.

After the “I” vented it received an image in my mind of this particular location that it frequents ALOT in many of my dreams. The only way the “I” can describe it, is as a hotel building or a gigantic apartment building. Out of all the things that the “I” dreamt about it was odd that the location was all that was popping up in my head. The “I” PAID attention to the car that was in front of me and the license plate said Jon 14. So “I” looked it up ….

14 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in your “self”; believe also in me. 2 Source has many rooms; if that were not so, would “I” have told you that “I am” is going there to prepare a place for you? 3 And if “I” go and prepare a place for you, “I” will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where “I am”. 4 You know the way to the place where “I am” going.”

I’m getting chills just reliving the moment “I” read the scripture. Location was the message… the uncertainty that “I” had just 2 minutes before was all gone. “I” dropped my frequency but Source lifted me back up. Not only reminding me of where the “I” was headed but reminding me who assisted me to get there……..to be continued.

UPDATE

It is February of 2020 and the “I” has arrived in the location that it dreamed of when it initially wrote this post; about 2 years later. The “I” currently resides in those apartments with all those rooms ❤️