Looking back

Genesis 19:26


“But his wife, from behind him, looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.”


There are several scriptures where Self reminds me not to look back. Over the weekend ”I” had to innerstand this lesson.


To start, time doesn’t really exist…especially in the Kingdom. The only thing that matters is now.


According to Google the definition of now is at the present moment. The only way to ever fully experience now is to be in it.


”I am” had a slight argument with someone and she shut it down pretty quickly by telling them that she didn’t want to engage. What ”I am” did next was exactly what Self told her not to do. ”I am” looked back.


See, after the argument ”I am” called my best friend to tell her what happened but she wasn’t available to talk. She then called another friend but she was unavailable too. ”I am” decided to go for a walk and that’s when Self explained to her why none of her friends were available to attend her “travel back to the past”.


In the flesh,”I am” just needed to “vent”. But in the spirit ”I am” was looking back. No longer experiencing the now but dragging the past right into each new now that the Creator has gifted her. Self explained to me that by me conversing over and over again about what happened not only was ”I am” living in the past but also creating my future. Inviting more of what ”I am” did not want into our life.


Self understands the power of words and knows that with each word ”I am” utters, it literally creates new nows.


So if ”I” know that why did ”I” call my friends in the first place? Because the ”I am” is used to that type of behavior but as The Most High, Source promised to ALWAYS create a door to help me escape from my lower self.


My friends not answering the phone was the door that ”I am” needed.When ”I” think about Lots wife ”I” think about a smart beautiful Queen but her past is what caused her to turn into a pillar of salt. She probably experienced a lot of pain and heartache and these events tormented her. She dwelled in her past causing bitterness and resentment which in turn preserved her in those moments of time.


Chemistry defines salt as any chemical compound formed from the reaction of an acid with a base. Why is Self giving you the chemical definition? Well my dear Atom, Source used the term “salt” for a reason. To show you what will cause you to react with certain elements.


Each new now comes with a lesson and it’s up to Self to learn from it and grow from it. ”I am” would like to close with another scripture :


”Brethren, ”I” do not regard Self as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing ”I” do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, ”I” press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Self.”


Philippines 3:13-14


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