Placement

It feels like I haven't published a blog in a long time. Well, I guess that's because I haven't published a blog in a long time. When I first started writing it was mainly to document the experiences/ downloads that I was receiving in real-time. That led to so many revelations about myself that I ended up putting energy into other things in an effort to gain more knowledge about the Self. When I attempted to blog; I was unable to post anything. I think I may have written about 4 or 5 blogs during the pandemic. I'm not sure but it was only when I was able to write on my phone; when I tried to use my Macbook; it would just be a blank screen. Fast forward to now, and I have recently been receiving tools and resources that have helped me get back into blogging and the stream is stronger than ever. I moved into my apartment in 2020 and I literally only had a bed, my computer, and a tv. Recently, I have been able to upgrade my space and I also have an area to write and study. I went to sit down at the new desk and said, let me see if I can post on my blog, and then like a stream everything just started to flow......

I don't really know the words or the correct order of how I want to present this so just vibe with me.

Wholeness: At the start of this entire process I thought I was chosen. I thought I was the only person in the world to experience advanced technologies and multi-dimensional existences. But as I learned more and traveled more; I innerstood that we all have gifts that are so unique to the individual that it was absurd to think I was the "only one".

Balance: The way I gained balance is tailor-made for me however, I hope I am able to at least help you gain some form as well. For a while, I was noticing synchronicities. I was having experiences that I dismissed because I thought it was nothing; such as closing my eyes and seeing myself inside a Mandala. That is just one small example- even the games my sister and I used to play as kids were us tapping into advanced technologies. Before bed, we used to act like we were placing custom movies inside each other's heads, dream about it, then discuss the dream the next morning aka remote viewing. An imbalance occurs when you have no idea whatsoever what you're doing. When we were kids, we believed it was real and so it was. In 2016 I made a conscious decision to start writing down my experiences. I have countless notebooks; some in suitcases kept safely at my friends and family houses. In 2019 I was lead to a being named Seven Bomar. He describes things that I had experienced in my life but just dismissed it as a crazy coincidence or just my imagination tripping. This interaction gave me the balance that I needed to get me moving. You can get started here 👇🏾.

Coming out of the "wow": My daily life could be described as a day with a dream superimposed onto each other. Sometimes, I find it really difficult to say if an event occurred in this realm or in a different realm because the realities bleed together so much. I have spent years just being "wowed" by the amazement of it all. Asking my Self a question and have a complete stranger walk up to me and answer it. I literally felt like I was in the control booth of the simulation. I was excited to see everything that goes on behind the veil. What I recently found out is that it's actually a common thing. I went into a meditation on 07/02/2021; I was walking up some stairs into the cosmos and there was a door at the top of the stairs. I looked down before I walked in and I saw Earth beneath me. As I crossed into the other side of the door the light was so bright it could have been blinding. I then was taken back to a moment in 2019 and I saw myself meditating in my old apartment. That meditation filled in so many holes for me and then out of nowhere someone grabbed me and said "come on, you cant stay right here..we have so much to explore". It was almost like I was in a trance inside a meditation. I was at the 2019 meditation for what seemed like years......literally. I then followed the being who was speaking to me. I looked at the door I had just came out of and I said why are there so many people standing at the door? The being said "once they make it here they don't know what to do so they just stay at that spot- not realizing that there is so much out here to explore and enjoy...there will be more" I said, someone outta do something about that and the being said, " that's why your here". We were standing on a street- the cleanest neighborhood I had ever seen. The colors were so vivid and we were suddenly standing on the porch of one of those houses when the being opened up the door and I was now standing in my current apartment, watching myself meditate. I said, why did you bring me here? I was so confused. It said " to show you that you are already here. That is your purpose" It then pointed at the people standing at the doorway and by this time it was thousands more. I awoke from the meditation and returned to the physical realm.

The "wow" that I mentioned earlier is the door that so many of us are stuck at for years sometimes lifetimes just in amazement. At that door you see everything. You see yourself interacting with Source, the cosmos, other lifeforms, even the current life you are streaming right now. You see it all from that point of view and it just ....idk- it makes us frozen in a state of "wow". To everyone reading this and have wondered "what do you do after ascension? There is a frequency assigned to you and its sole purpose is to "show you around" all you have to do is listen. If you have attended your lessons then you already know what listen means; there is no need to go into that.

Build: The exact moment- and I mean the exact moment when you will know you have "moved through the door" is when things start building upon themselves. Let's say your first memory of ascension was your Higher Self telling you to buy land and start a farm. Well, those pieces will start coming together like building blocks.

You will see the foundation already; which will include every "honoring" ( I use the word honoring instead of prayer because just like Seven said "you're trying to turn on") or meditation you have ever offered up that lives on a high frequency. This is the definition of having riches stored up in heaven. You will receive the fruit of each of those seeds that you were planting in deep, dark soil.

When I first got the revelation to blog- I used to write my thoughts and ideas on the wall of my apartment. I think I have a blog where I mentioned it called "off the wall". But this apartment that I am in now comes with a chalkboard wall. I literally work out downloads that I receive on that chalkboard and then I write about it.

Now that I have made it to what I call "now", those things are coming to me so I can start building. This is conducted like remote viewing- I see these things coming together and then I experience them in the physical realm- there is no separation here - you are here.

Trust: Okay, how many religions say trust? How many astrologers and new age gurus tell us to trust? A bunch- but what and who are you trusting? This is a trust test between you and the higher Being that I am referring to.

Close your eyes right now; what is the first thought or first thing you saw? There is no need to try to change it- if you closed your eyes and thought about something like a verse of a song and quickly said "no let me focus what is the first thing"....that is the level of trust you have with the Being I am speaking about. It operates on an inner visual frequency and displays things and sounds upon the projector that plays on that big screen you call your mind. But if you took that first thought/image and saw it as a fact- no matter what it was; you are in a great place of trust.

Location: One of my first blog posts was about location. I admit, there was so much I knew at the time but I had not evolved to a place where I was able to innerstand the full scope of what was being shown to me until now. One of the things that I always had a hard time visualizing was the "inner world". I literally felt like I had no frame of reference. That was because there was a lack of trust there. What I see, is what it is. There is no question of it. If your outer world resembles hell, it is a reason for it. You are the creator of it. What are you doing? What are you putting into your atmosphere (food, drugs, programmed thoughts, etc)? I do know for a fact, by not loving yourself you get into hell but it can also get you out of it too. That is where balance comes into play. You have to always be aware of who you are and utilize your abilities in order for your world to come into a clearer visual. Everything outside of you is designed to distract you. There is a voice in your mind that is with you all the time. It is an internal voice that HAS to evolve in order for the message to become more clear. Right now, that voice might be speaking about external things and external things only. I don't care what it is- if it's about anything outside of you, it's not organic. That is how you can start to decipher the difference in this frequency. If that voice says something like "why the fuck is she wearing that". You already know that is an inorganic frequency that is designed to keep you focused on the external. The voice that speaks because you suddenly noticed another being and something about their vibe is just so familiar that the voice might say "I love us". That is the location of now- that is the frequency of now, those are members of "now" recognizing the Most High. The only way to let people see where "now" is, is by leading them there by example.

Enjoy your now.