I watched myself being born

We all have birth and rebirth cycles and some people are not consciously aware of them. I was one of those people until a few days ago when I stepped into my water meditation. I suddenly had the urge to reflect on my actions from the previous months. After all, your actions are nothing more than a physical manifestation/remnant of the higher realms. I noticed that my life and my actions reflected me inside of a womb. I implemented water meditations into my daily routine, my menstrual cycles were extremely intense, my eating habits had changed, even my body was changing. As I was sitting there I also noticed that I couldn't hear any outside noises. Well, I could hear them but they were muffled. Once I had this realization I then went back to my traveler's diary to see the note that I had left for myself exactly one year prior.

Pause: Every day I write a note to myself describing my environment, my feelings, and anything that I deem useful to help me while I am traveling; this information makes up my Travelers Diary.

The note described muffled sounds, water, and birthing. It literally confirmed what I experienced in the meditation. Afterward, I called upon my etheric body to give me more insight.

There are birthing cycles that a being experiences and for awhile you allowed yourself to continue to be born into a system that is rigid, chaotic and energy destroying. In this cycle you witnessed yourself being reborn into the energetic field of Source. In the physical, when parents are awaiting the arrival of their new baby they prepare by purchasing everything the baby needs beforehand. Even the home is already established. So understand that you don't have to look for any of your needs because the Source of your birth has supplied them already.