Can you swim?

Water isn’t wet. Wetness is the experience that occurs when something comes in contact with water. Water is a liquid but liquids aren’t  technically “wet” . Wet is a phenomenon. Just like body is made up of a bunch of atoms, so is water. Every single drop contains an atom. The ”I” doesn’t form a “body” until the “I” collectively come together to take up an area of space. Like a puddle, a river or a ocean or stream. Water conforms to the container (space) that it is in but there is always a slight difference due to several factors such as temperatures.

For example if the “I” has exactly 2oz of water and freeze it; once it thaws out (in the same container) it’s not going to be exactly 2oz of water any longer. There will be a slight difference due to the effects of the temperature.

If the “I” submerges hand into water, the “I” won’t experience the phenomenon of wetness until AFTER the “I” has came in contact with the water.

Wetness is a phenomenon.

Soul requires a degree of water just like everything else that lives on this planet. Further up the “I” mentioned how the temperature will effect the amount of water. This applies to ME-LA in regards to emotions. If the “I” vibrates low- it’s hard to experience the phenomenon of “wetness “ or aka thirst quenching. Which will manifest as “thirsty” tendencies such as latching on to others and unable to be alone, one might practice the same activities literally over and over.

While “I am” is vibrating high- the phenomenon of wetness is constant and noticeable. The “I” feels as though “I am” is flowing with the same water the “I am” is drinking- it’s like “I am” is going with the flow. Actions are different aka experiences are new. Even if the “I” wanted to do repetitive things; it would be impossible. It’s because of the phenomenon of being wet. The “I” doesn’t even notice that “I am” is in the water because “I am” swimming so smooth- like a fish.

A fish doesn’t even know it’s in the water but it swims perfectly with the flow of the waters; imagine a fish that can’t swim? It’s now fighting that same water - going against the current and exerting energy. What about the fish that doesn’t even realize that it SHOULD be in the water and spends so much time flopping around on land, fighting to breath.

That was ME-LA before the “I” even realized that soul was thirsty. The “I” experienced “boredom ” any time the “I” was alone, the “I” engaged in the same activities…everyday over and over again. The “I” stressed about everything; bills, relationships, etc. The “I” felt like nothing was working out and that it was being suffocated by what it thought were responsibilities. The “I” couldn’t breathe.

The word responsibility includes the word response…the “I” had to consciously think about the things that the “I” was responding to. ”I” gno that everything doesn’t deserve a response. “I” didn’t innerstand what deserved a response until “I” innerstood who “I” was. Not surface level but truly who “I am”. Innerstanding how every part of ME-LA works and more importantly why. There is a reason for everything; the ”I” was conceived based off a response but who am “I” NOW responding to...”self”.

“I” was surprised at the amount of calls that went out everyday that didn’t deserve a response …

• go to work because otherwise the “I” will be poor

• go to school because otherwise the “I” will be dumb

• start a family because otherwise the “I” will die alone

• pay these bills because otherwise credit score will decrease

• get this account otherwise money won’t be safe

• pay this amount otherwise when the “I” dies; family will suffer.

That’s not even the tip of the iceberg in regards to the responsibilities billions face every day. The “I” doesn’t have to respond to any of those things unless it TRULY wants to. The “I” buys what the “I” pays attention to so if the “I“ stops responding to the call of the lower “self”; the “I” can swim gnoing that everything it needs will be provided.

All it had to do was learn how to swim.

to be continued…